Been Spoken of

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This picture situates perfectly the true position of the Freudian unconscious, the Unbewusste: neither in the environment nor in the biology of the brain but made of words- in fact it is structured like a language, but not a language itself because one cannot speak unconscious in the same way this same one can speak English or Greek: words carry within their phalanx of letters a jouissance, unknown to both parents and the child, shaping one’s stance in relationship with this Other of language, a function with which the young subject shall be stigmatized as a human being. This stratosphere of sounds, phonemes, the repository of signifiers, and the subject’s own act of choosing his own suffering and madness as Freud has once mentioned, within the drives of life and death, that is, what is repeated with consistency and frequency is nothing more than the subject itself, the individual who has been marked by a repetition of speech, spoken and heard and not perceived nether by the speaker nor the listener.

 

Language has its place in answering the enigmas and even the mysteries of life and, as this black and white picture testifies, the two bodies are touched and affected via the medium of speech, by what can be read and mostly but what is not read but written upon the human body stigmatizing, one way or another and in incalculable manners and fashions, the experience of life, understanding beyond the common sense, and formulating questions that are not articulated many times, such as What is my place and orientation in life; we could even go as far as to state, and repeat Freud and Lacan, that the human body is constructed of words. The symptom of the latter is the individual itself, the symptom of the affect of the Other’s language upon his body; struggling to orient its body and that which is beyond any natural selection, but its own deep, very deep, choices, to torture itself by whatever scene he or she is peripherised, surely itself structured through words. Our matter, our Ουσία, as human beings is language but one like no other, nothing like the code that, under observation, leads to a manual of How to.

 

A child will waste valuable dimensions of his life by working too hard, when even not necessary, because a gift of words have marked him as a lazy boy in his childhood; others will do different- this encounter with language and that reference coordinators of our being speaking are no mathematics and what and how the human subject will choose to do with his symptom is indeed a mystery, beyond the promising manual of How to live your life, famous in ours days because very few will dare to form their own path and pay the price of this uniqueness. In this picture, powerful indeed, one may glimpse at the crying face of the child revealing the truth and precision of the proverb, that language is very painful and that, although itself does not have bones it can break bones; in this case it is experienced as a heavy, very heavy burden by the child who, in absorbing all these signifiers, commandments, wishes, shouts of his parent, and it does so because the child loves its parent, it will castrate and sacrifice its own freedom; and thus the things and matters he once wished for or loved will be hated by this child because he has to make this parent happy, to prove right this chaotic aura of language by which human beings connect inhumanly with one another, father and child, mother and daughter.

The Things of the Domain of Shadows: The Devil

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And therefore the young man has dreamt; it was not the first time as mentioned earlier in another cryptographic chapter of his existence in this narrative of the he who has heard but never seen- the devil attempted and tempted to do what he has conscripted to do when he legit to his own demand to loose its light, to overtake, since then, any light that was available to others: and every night he would think and manipulate ways and manners so to possess that which the young man tenured dearly in his chest, a fear and a hope enshrouding that hole on his body and that roar to be articulated when, at moments of turmoil and weakness, the evil spirit has been achieving to mend the she who carried the letter of love and care, that roar towards destiny “I do not need you, for you have lost your touch of truth my beloved one.” And the devil would deliver apparitions, in the forms of women organized around a thirst to accumulate blood, and when he was saying “I thirst” they would give him his own blood with a calamitous Judas’ kiss, which he would spit on the ground and on his body by refusing to become the object of an act, be that of sex, without a space for speech and inhalation.

Never before had he experienced the might of this evil and of a silence that, giving the impression, from moment to moment the million voices would brake free and take over his body; drowning, asphyxiation- these have been the tricks of the trickster; and even promises: “I will make you the king of the world if only you obey me,” sang the evil, but, what sort of a king would the young man be if he would have accepted this tempting paralysis of his desire, and instead of accepting he cried out “Where are you, you have forsaken me,” to her who ought to acknowledge his body not through the gaze but through the voice, to her that he has given her the avatar so she can own the realm of her spirit, one and one, in harmony.

And he would wake up in the hands of a ravishing terror, he would strode in the fields and waters of anxiety towards those domains of shadows because it was his world and from where he could function as a spirit to deliver that which he was born to do, to exorcise the voices of the Legion and to confer life to those corpses who have lost their breath as soon as they were born. “You are hungry, so turn the stone into a warm bread to satisfy your urge,” requested the devil, to receive the reply “But I am not hungry because I do not have flesh in these domains; I am just flowing in this quarantine to empty this body before I speak.”

But she was not there to receive his breath, so he spoke to the devil.